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JESSICA
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REALIZATION.
i think i shud blog. (:anw i was thinking abt wat i shud do for e remaining 3months when i confirm e fact tt i flopped e easiest sub...chinese. -.- "HI! ORAL SHARKS! :D" get it? ...y wud tt qn even b considered a qn. a successful person?! idk. alot of ppl lost e meaning of it long ago. students like us study n study. everything e same. everyone doing e same. no other choice. unable t go for sth even btr. sth we wanted. wat i wished for when i was young just burst into thin steaks of paper..lost. i noe u shudnt give up things without a fight. but..e results r out b4 e fight. so y bother? get it? u r treated badly if ur stupid..in my society. in my society..cert is everything. e rules of e game stays e same. just heard frm my dad..ite peeps cn attend polys too. (coz usually NTs straight went ite) more competitons. please man let us get a life cn? i know knowledge is eveything. but if all u do is like sitting in an invisible cage-like cell n flooded with bks...i might as well forgo knowledge..do without it.. u cant really pursue anything without acknowledgements frm TT cert. GAWH. =.= i agree t tis man. 'e min ur born in sing. , every moment is stress." y cant we just chase the dreams we have since we're young? learn things related t tt occupation? teach lang. and basic math. abit of sci..when we're young. and when we know whr t go..let us just head for tt..isnt it easier? mayb its difficult t carry its out. but if u dint try how wud u noe? how wud u noe it DONT work? plus if u dint have a cert doesnt means u're really dumb or anything. seriously. CERT IS EVERYTHING. so last few days were spent with much ease. (xcept for oral part..dont wanna mention.) been acting crazy of some sort in sch..hahas.. banging ppl here n dere..loading gun..blahblah. too boliao i guess..too nth t do i guess.. amath is like daze? emath worse. btw i dislike humanities. =x AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEE! :D KyuHyung wishing for u too~ hahas.. HAIX. now i've just gotta pray tt remaining subs i will do my best n score well. now e route b4 me is SO blurr im abt t cry. i fall between gg t jc or poly. or i shud say..i really dont noe whr t go.. i just noe i gotta do REALLY well in e upcoming Os. finally..finally im having some motivation t study. just done all my hws. for tdy. weekend assignments? gg do it soon too. if not i'll b idling mad. watching tv is like blankly starring while mind is somewhr far. cant hold on t tis relaxing style anymore. gg collapse soon if tis go on. really gg crazy soon. even gg t internet..or youtube seems t b a qn mark. like wat i shud search..wat i gg t do wif e com? wat i wanna watch? dead man. thinking abt all most everything. all unrelated t tt tv prog. cn someone save me? even searching for suju's info lost it's meanings - the HIGH. even learning korean is like sth i cn nva master. how? n e dreams are haunting me. e min i close my eyes, same image pop out. n i noe i've not relax or really fall aslp. coz im still listening t music. t me i noe i cant slp wif mp3 music still flooding in my ears. budden as soon as i close my eyes, sth popped up. m i too stressed out? n i've made an absurd promise in my tt dream. n yet agn..i like t dream of tt. its kinda like repeatation of previous dreams n proceeding t more. a lil plus a lil. like drama series. like discovery t my future. budden its super tiring. AND I KNOW IT CAN NVA COME TRUE.. so idk y its still sorta repeating? mayb im really mad. too much stress abt sch and others? budden the dream is so unrelated? now i hope i wont stop typing. if not i will b zombie-ing arnd e hse. @_@ n i feel like so emo? growing wings soon! XD i keep like gg t cry. yet i cant. like cry for wat i oso dont noe. not tt VERY stress too. just suddenly v sad. argh. n i told myself t anti-chocos. =\ so now mayb i'll go do those hws. AN-YEONG~ [: Labels: what is this? ._." |
