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JESSICA
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well hello im back t post~i try t update every wk k? anw tis skin made posting seems v werid. but its ok! :D i like self-entertainment. alot. like singing t myself. hahas. i agree e world is a mad world. and life is a werid life. and im sure there IS a soulmate out dere for u to find. so no giving up. which tis leads to..I HAF NO FEEL. = i have not find my "feel"! lols. get it? tt means seriously no crushing or sth ba. lols. im thinking too much in e first place i think. hahas. so anw these few days were okay. except getting piss off by some zhi da gui / er gui. y tis type of ppl exsits? cant dey like do some self-reflection of themselves? they r not tt perfect too oh please. sometimes dey view themselves as e best. like hu will not? but certain stuffs really have a limit... like u cant say u have a small butt when obviously its gigantic or sth. rite? anw plz tt DUDE..cn u dont show AP? i may haf budden i not like u show it EVERYTIME OK? get some life. RESPECT OTHERS anw t update sth. I LOST TRACK OF MY DRAMA DREAM. @@ budden its okkay. i muz get use t it. since its a dream rite? LOL. n i discovered i cn b super scary at times. i cn b happy a min n growing wings e nxt min. lols. sometimes i cn b so mad i even lost myself. its like WOW.i dont even really noe myself. how werid. HO AND RACIAL HARMONY DAY WAS A BLAST. i did a..well..WILD thing budden its worth it. it makes me realize u noe. abt certain thing. and i love taking photos wif my idiotic face! ;D i find it boring t pose wif same plain smiling pose. sometimes muz do some cool one rite? ANW LS WAS COOL. NICE WATCHING ANTM! it makes u cool. :D so yup. a last kind of celebration tt will b so wild. i suppose. OH SHYT. i lost track of my train of thots. just realize i blog wifout much feel too. shud end here? anw i wanna dream yeah. seriously :D i just have plain sleep wif nth ya. @@ n math classes were fun. i like dem. XD n time pass really fast. e sec hand on e clock is moving so fast its hard slowing it dwn. like there WAS times when time r hard t pass. budden someimes when u wan time t slow dwn it just cant. anw im tired. shud turn in soon then. annyeonghi jumusaeyo. (GOODNIGHT) Labels: Just like tht MONSTER. testing.
OMG. i think there is sth wrong wif tis skin too..after i edited agn den i'll update. so long~ :DLabels: ERASING DREAMS.
i wont let tis blog die! hahas.so as usual i will try t keep tis up. donno how long i'll cont. though. been busy. busy with school. obviously rite? tests are conducted for.. like every wk for.. every subjects.... like wat a life rite? hahs. budden studying like nothing..a nothing anymore. not as stress as other stuffs i suppose. like relations with others. studying is dead. which is like numbing. there shudnt even b stress i suppose. just use some words t replace e feeling we may feel when stuck with a particular qns. yup. so im really flex up with school stuffs. finally able t relax. TDY yup. tts y i decided t blog. :D u dont usually get tis days whr dere is even a slot for u t blog u noe? so i gg try n blog some thing out. hahas. ANW tdy sch ends early for me cause there is no aftenoon class. bought a new earpiece/headset t fully b immersed by SUJU's music. like e song : MONSTER. its nice! checked up e lyrics n its pretty cool. went wif zien n tok quite alot. hahas. we managed t find a table free in e library! like so rare. we wanted t mug a lil but ended up chatting. hahas. quite a relaxing day. btw we saw some v rude dude hu finally gets seats.. seats coz its for 2 ppl t sit. BUT it ended up having him n his bag occupying e seats. like wth. so inconsiderate. zien n i like chanting away. hahas. i wanted t take a photo of it n send t Mediacorp for e "nu wang ben se" show. he's somemore an educated person la PUH-LEASE? haix. anw cant blame him. he looked like a complete disgusting a$$hole. In e mist of trying t learn korean btw. korean is cool. korea is cool. hahas. cant find other words t replace. lols. mind jams. really..seriously i donno wat t type le! hmms i'll try t learn those koreans n come back wif some cool korean words k? i shall go learn. XD bbyes! Labels: KOREA = COOL REALIZATION.
i think i shud blog. (:anw i was thinking abt wat i shud do for e remaining 3months when i confirm e fact tt i flopped e easiest sub...chinese. -.- "HI! ORAL SHARKS! :D" get it? ...y wud tt qn even b considered a qn. a successful person?! idk. alot of ppl lost e meaning of it long ago. students like us study n study. everything e same. everyone doing e same. no other choice. unable t go for sth even btr. sth we wanted. wat i wished for when i was young just burst into thin steaks of paper..lost. i noe u shudnt give up things without a fight. but..e results r out b4 e fight. so y bother? get it? u r treated badly if ur stupid..in my society. in my society..cert is everything. e rules of e game stays e same. just heard frm my dad..ite peeps cn attend polys too. (coz usually NTs straight went ite) more competitons. please man let us get a life cn? i know knowledge is eveything. but if all u do is like sitting in an invisible cage-like cell n flooded with bks...i might as well forgo knowledge..do without it.. u cant really pursue anything without acknowledgements frm TT cert. GAWH. =.= i agree t tis man. 'e min ur born in sing. , every moment is stress." y cant we just chase the dreams we have since we're young? learn things related t tt occupation? teach lang. and basic math. abit of sci..when we're young. and when we know whr t go..let us just head for tt..isnt it easier? mayb its difficult t carry its out. but if u dint try how wud u noe? how wud u noe it DONT work? plus if u dint have a cert doesnt means u're really dumb or anything. seriously. CERT IS EVERYTHING. so last few days were spent with much ease. (xcept for oral part..dont wanna mention.) been acting crazy of some sort in sch..hahas.. banging ppl here n dere..loading gun..blahblah. too boliao i guess..too nth t do i guess.. amath is like daze? emath worse. btw i dislike humanities. =x AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEE! :D KyuHyung wishing for u too~ hahas.. HAIX. now i've just gotta pray tt remaining subs i will do my best n score well. now e route b4 me is SO blurr im abt t cry. i fall between gg t jc or poly. or i shud say..i really dont noe whr t go.. i just noe i gotta do REALLY well in e upcoming Os. finally..finally im having some motivation t study. just done all my hws. for tdy. weekend assignments? gg do it soon too. if not i'll b idling mad. watching tv is like blankly starring while mind is somewhr far. cant hold on t tis relaxing style anymore. gg collapse soon if tis go on. really gg crazy soon. even gg t internet..or youtube seems t b a qn mark. like wat i shud search..wat i gg t do wif e com? wat i wanna watch? dead man. thinking abt all most everything. all unrelated t tt tv prog. cn someone save me? even searching for suju's info lost it's meanings - the HIGH. even learning korean is like sth i cn nva master. how? n e dreams are haunting me. e min i close my eyes, same image pop out. n i noe i've not relax or really fall aslp. coz im still listening t music. t me i noe i cant slp wif mp3 music still flooding in my ears. budden as soon as i close my eyes, sth popped up. m i too stressed out? n i've made an absurd promise in my tt dream. n yet agn..i like t dream of tt. its kinda like repeatation of previous dreams n proceeding t more. a lil plus a lil. like drama series. like discovery t my future. budden its super tiring. AND I KNOW IT CAN NVA COME TRUE.. so idk y its still sorta repeating? mayb im really mad. too much stress abt sch and others? budden the dream is so unrelated? now i hope i wont stop typing. if not i will b zombie-ing arnd e hse. @_@ n i feel like so emo? growing wings soon! XD i keep like gg t cry. yet i cant. like cry for wat i oso dont noe. not tt VERY stress too. just suddenly v sad. argh. n i told myself t anti-chocos. =\ so now mayb i'll go do those hws. AN-YEONG~ [: Labels: what is this? ._." WEEKENDS.
ohmy its saturday alrdy.it seems like i was back t school like..2 - 3days only. time spins. like wheel-o-fortune. O: and i tot there is still half a yr more t Os. -.- but the truth is no its half of tt half yr =..... >> 3mths! like WOW? but the mood t it is like > I STILL DONT HAVE E "IT" T MUG. aww man. wanna just sit dwn n do revisions instead of just completing e assignments given. BUT. i'm like still only doing those homeworks . like wth. how m i ever gg sit for Os and get good results? seem like a far-fetched dream..t even get t a good poly. O: fainting man. @_@ mayb i shud really sit dwn and do some reading of the text. if not idk how m i gg t go t e examination hall without freaking out. =x anw ytd SS lessons turned out that Mr M.Chua took over. his lessons were..well..GOOD. :D i understand what i initially understand abt SS. cause i seem t b flying out of e SS cycle. lost what i learnt and wrote just one yr ago. the skills learnt were like woozing outta me..gone..and unable t b found. but when he start t go through the step-by-steps, it kinda hit back t me.... i shudnt wrote like im not thinking. or just practically crapping my way out. its all..LOGIC. really! anw he asked us t try a qn in 7mins. i cmi. =x although i kinda noe wat he was saying. but t bounce back suddenly is impossible ya! (finding excuses i noe! ...) anw i hope Mrs Yoong is alright. she's not sick or sth i hope. (: **lucky M.C nva called for SS rep. or i die man. xD btw..t update last few days~ nothing much really happened yup.. except..zien, shijia and felicia were all idolising e -Mr Men and Little Miss- small key chains. =x hahas. and beechien and i were practically talking abt korean boy bands (e.g SHINee & SUJU) non-stopp! :D apart frm tt we changed our class sitting arrangements! im FIIIIIINALLLLY not sitting wif Shuan Ang! (Mr Stonefish) n although i kinda communicated wif shuan n i seem t loosen up n kinda tok t him..(even if its ruderude way.)..yup. and im sitting with Alvin! (a.k.a feifei) *4yrs classmate cool har. budden he keep like give me e feeling im super lame. =x butttt its alrighty! (: and i managed t understand e last few chapts of amath! O: such a miracle! hahas. and i finished part of my painting(e eye) BY MYSELF! :D im so happy..hahas. i tot there were nth much t say but i said alot har. XD +++++++I MISS CHOIR! +++++++++ its sad tt im no longer singing with all of you. and i noe its late t say it now.. but i REALLY love & miss all of you n those times. make choir proud ok? dont let ppl look dwn on us anymore. ((: i believe e future is bright for us. :D if i gotta time n i noe e schedule i'll pop in t haf a look ok? :D thanks for e farewell~ (: OH. i type quite alot tdy har. anw ltr gg go youtube agn. youtube is cool you noe! those vids there r nice! :D n funny.. haix ltr gg go complete tis weekends hws. weekends no longer feel like weekENDs = relax-choya~ more like there is a missing word in between. like it shud b called week-never-ends. hahas. which like e work will never ends. and i've been such a good girl recently! i went home immediately after school! hahas. i deserved a round of applauses rite? *clap*claps* XD okays im getting more and more lame..min by mins. =x anw tis shud b more like a private blog. which i wont tell ppl abt i suppose. lols. lazt t anw. so tts abt it. wat i gg t say ba. :D Labels: BYEBYE AUDITIONSEA~ DD: |
