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JESSICA
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31/3/2006(friday)
hii...add sth to yesterday post...sth terrible happen... while we were having our english exams... our teacher explains wat to do 4 the exams... then a boy keep toking... so the teacher ask the boy to go in front but he dont wan.. then dunno hu scold a bad word...FxxK... then the teacher like so angry he scold until nearly the whole sch may hear... so the teacher next door come n find out wat happen... then ask hu realli did it... if no one own up the whole class get punish... itis nvm 4 me realli... but the one commited dun own up... so someone else b scrapegoat n own up saeing he is the one... n the tacher sae we realli wan to scarifice our frien arhz? no...i dont... the person hu did it dont admit... i noe is hu...but i promise not to sae hu... i hat hime so much i dun treat him as a classmate anymore... i 2mr continue... byes 4 todae.... 30/3/2006(thrusday)
sorry 4 the past few days....been busy with all my school things...i will give a quick wrap up... been practicing 4 my performance today n 2mr... not veri happy.... cut my hair.... ya...get to todae stuffs.... performing in front of my SCHOOLMATES... it is gross i tell u... make mistakes... n coz of tt stay back n do more practices... not i alone...whole choir... have cough...but not tt serious... n to join the past few posts together which i keep mentioning... ...frenz...been the same... no respond...think tt i am transparent.... cant even help me... so b fren with them 4 wat? care their own bussiness... FRIENDS care 4 each other no matter how busy they are... tis is wat i think a real friends count... but there is none...still... my old school friends cant b my best fren anymore... not bcoz i hate them... is tt they are my MEMORABLE BEST FRIENDS... i cant believe my friends dont even help ppl to carry things... like take pink will kills... or help to take UNTIL the classroom also will cost their life... 4 awhile onli wat... not 4ever...so y cant they help... u dont mistaken it 4 PEER PREASURES........ well it is not... it is like they are not the friends u WANT to b 4ever.... i can b trusted...realli...i can b a true give-in-all-i-can-help girl... but they cant... they already show their fox`s tail... bad...n a boy...always picks on me.... i dont even do ANYTHING to disturb him... mayb he juz dont like the sight of me... never sae me will die... LIKE I CARE...AS IF I LIKE HIS PRESENT TOO.... the sight of him make me wan to scold...FxxK... keep cool....i think...my motto....keep cool everything will b all right...i think.... so i do keep MY cool...somehow... juz dont care...not happy...dont smile... like i not tok to much ppl(my old friends)noe tt i may b feeling sad... but wat mayb my new friends... u may thing tt they juz noe me 4 3 MONTHS....so they didnt noe me... but u see...the boys...some...not even with me tt often as my girl frens... noe tt IM SAD... so wat is wrong...not me...they... like i sae they care abt themselves ONLI... dont EVEN BOTHER to noe more abt ur freinds... they always will stop to check their SMSes so i wait... but they wont...they juz go...dont even bother u if onli u ask them to... I HATE IT....... cant they juz like me...KEEP THE COOL.... dont wan still wait....at least we are friends.... but i think i m the onli wan sacrificing... to this friendship circle... they dont...it is on rare occasions... onli do it when they saw their friends... i mean they help... if i could i would prefer to have BOYS as my friends...but tt will b werid... juz saeing...but they are at least better...they ask..they somehow care.... haix...sae somemore i will b boiling hot... another motto...let bygones b bygones... so i have 2 mottos....remember always... KEEP MY COOL N LET BYGONES B BYGONES....... ok...i dont wan to sae anymore...or I WILL burst... SO BYES... end of post... 26/3/2006(sundae)
hii...thanx 4 all of ur concern... i m feeling better.... i miss old school times so much... haix... time never turn back 4 changes u want to make... so...(like i have say b4)let bygones be bygones.... so i will look ahead... but... i still wish we could begin tis year again.... begin without feeling sad... being with me remember wat would happen ahead... n prevernt it... from happening itself...n reapeating itself again... to not have those sad memorys...u dun ever wan it to happen... how i wish... but it is still the same... i cant change it... n i wonder are fairytales somehow true??? can we b in fariytales.... everyting impossible always happen in fairytales.... so i had to wish again... i try different ways of wishing... like wishing on a falling star...(but it is rare) so i wish when TV shows have shooting star... which is somehow ridiculous... so i wish when ever my birthday is... which everyone will get a chance to do every year... but it is a lie...u are cheating urself.... i have been doing tis since i born... it has been 13 years... every year different but somehow some of it is the same.... but it still didnt come true... not even once... so i try another type... write on a piece of paper n put it at the last page of ur dairy... it works.... in my dreams... i dream of it... serveral nights.... the same dreams... so at least it works...somehow... i try another one...prey.... i go to temples... my grandma brought us there b4... it was a long time ago... real long... last time i go is like....5...i cant remember....(= the last thing tt would help to everyone...hope... everyone hope... hope 4 all kinds of things... like new handphone or an ipod... so i think hope is the best.... but it didnt work AT ALL... haix.... but there is always HOPE(like everyone say)if u prey or wish... haix...so i did it no matter if it is real or if i really believe in it... good luck folks... hope ur hopes,dreams,wishes and preyers come true.. BEST WISHES... 25/3/06(saturday)
o it was a good day todae...everythimg was fine... yesterdae is the bowen 25th sport day... our class is so great... they run so good... a pity i not veri good at sports... hahas.. we did not win... but to me... our class is the BEST... haix...i cheer until sore troat... dunno wat would happen to my singing performance.... o nvm...drink more herbal tea... but i hate the taste of it... need to sell at least 3 tickets of the performance at the DBS centre... but still havent manage to sell one... it is so expensive lor...so no one wan to buy...$10 for 2pm n $20 for 7pm... haix...still muz sell b4 31/3... can sell 3 i already veri happy... i always wanted to ask... y is there always a big gap between my frineds n me? haix...it is always like tt... use to it... haix...wan to change my blogskins again... 20-3-06(mondae)
hii..my new blog...hate the old one...especially the website name...been sad lately...thinking wat i had done wrong... but from my reflections...NONE...... so y ppl seem to hate me so much??? i did some reflections during the holidays... thinks if i didnt tok to much mayb tt would help... but it didnt work i realli think i was somehow quiet todae... but donno ..i think someone like sae me again... haix... it is realli difficult to change... haha...but there is sth to b happy abt... my L1R5 14... so muz happy... sfter all let bygones be bygones...(sorry if wrong spelling=)) now realli trying to keep a smile everyday or like glumpy not nice... not i ai mei arhz... juz dun let ppl think i m sad... but tt doesnt mean i EVERYDAY will b sad...depends... haix... hope my dreams come true... sth i will never tell anyone....nor admit when they sae it... be happy everyone.... |
