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JESSICA
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saturday(6/05/2006)
hie...been lazy...haha....doesnt feel like blogging when online... there is always sth to sae... everyday to me has a point a meaning...a...a..wat? juz that everyday there is sth 4 me to sae... if that the case then everyday i muz online to blog... so now i think i will make a conclusion... blog when nessasary...:) wonder when will i start revising...and which sub. first... feel that i m always confused.....n...i cant make decision.... n think that i m testing my friends' limits... feel that i m acting...everytime... to b happy...when i m realli not at all... ahhhhhhhz............. y muz i noe sth i m not suppose to noe... y?...should i give up...everytime....when i didnt feel like trying...or afraid to try... try...to overcome my own blocks of hard stone... higher n higher...surrounding me....thicker n thicker.... n no one is there to help ...erm...to protect? not tt i m 'weal'...erm is juz that.... feel that i cant get past my own block of walls....so how m i suppose to reach out to others? but there is A hole...juz that hole....cant explain... dunno how...n i think none of u get the idea...none... i think i juz hide...:)... there is no way ppl can understand me... n plz dun think u realli understand me... coz i cant even understand myself... so dun think that wat i do is wat u think n wat i do u can understand... i cant find someone to trust... whole-heartedly no... i juz cant let anyone understand me... coz i m trying to understand myself first... b4 i can so called open my 'gate'... the gate to the 'hard stone building'... i m telling u tis coz i have been peirce several times by my friends... so i cant let tis happen to myself again... it is hurtful... can u believe u b so good to someone n that someone keep betraying u n u keep forgiving...n then one day u cant stand it bcoz that person realli leak out ur secret.. n is sth u keep repeating not to tell but in the end is leak out...n u finally did not friend that person n that person is very is 'sad'...so bao chou n leak out all of ur secrets... n u are being said by others... n being left alone... n u trey to act as nth have hapen... ok...i tell already... sth i always hide... finally i sae it out.. crying now.. cant keep thinking that the same thig may haoen again... so try to 4get... my motto...let bygones b bygones... cant sae anymore... end of post 4 now...2.03pm |
