fridae,26 may 2006
arhz...
finally...holiday!!!
a long holiday....
can de-stress liao...
feeling so tense up tis couple of weeks...
busy with exams...hiax...
my results sucks....i get so low...i...haix...drop...too much le...
although i didnt fail but is like...haix...same as fail...no difference...
try harder next term...do revision tis holiday....
but not everyday lor....hahas...
MOTTO:LET BYGONES B BYGONES....
muz remember always...
stand up again after falling...
that should b the way...
the problem is i dun have the heart to do it...
i have the idea of doin it but not have the ability to show/do it...
still cant find the reason...4 sth...not goin to sae here...private..:P
OMG...should i...haix...continue to do the same thing...
haix...
i swear i will b a whole new person after the hoiliday...
a person with personality...
hahas...hope it really happen as said...
o...remember i sae 'hate BGR.'....
actually...is juz sth happen recently...nth serious....
doesnt wan to mention it either...
now i think i keep something to myself instead of typing everyting here....
arhz...hated myself terriblely...
so lazy...n onli thinks stuff that is none of my business or to care abt 4...
always drift into thoughts of RUBBISH...
hahas...arhz...heck care anyway...
if i care more i will think morr...
i think tis doesnt help me much...by thinking those RUBBISH...
should care more abt myself...my stuffs...my world...my place...not other STUPID issues...
mayb saeing here will let me feel beter but it doesnt realli help...
but at least if u find me siting there doin nth...n juz staring...
i start 'drifting' again...
tap on me or call me to distract my thoughts but dont call my name out loud..
not nice to do so..hahas
been so strange lately...
dunno y i m doin sth that i dun realli noe abt...
bcoming more n more...complicated...
arhz...aiyo...end here...doesnt want to carry on...bored...haix...