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27/4/06(thrusdae)
hii...sorri 4 not blogging lately...lazy...n sick... not serious.... at least still can sing...lalala~ quite dull lately......... got LOTS of homework... n cannot understand wat teacher is teaching..... haix....life 4 me is SOSOSO difficult tis year..... mayb is part of growing up.... haix....of couse is NO... growing up has nothing to do with fate/destiny... it is a process... haix....mayb tis is part of the PROCESS that i need to go through.... talk about hard luck.....n hard life....but is temporary... wonder how to stop coughing...hate it...cant REALLY sing properly... although IS can sing la....arhhhhhhhhhh... todae is a bad day... wonder how m i goin to face school 2mr....??? arh....own ppl money.....but i promise i will return monday...swear.... cant own anymore... it is like a lousy day... although i believe in seeing a rainbow is good luck for the day.... y is it always like tt....but at least has a tiny bit good... feel like screaming but cant.... feel like drowning myself but cant.... feel like having sth washed against me /knocked against me but cant... feel like stop the world 4 a moment to really get all the thing that happen so quickly into my mind but cant... feel like turning time back but cant.... feel like poison myself....so i would die n 4get wat happen through my life but cant... feel like doin sth impossible but cant.... feel like doin a lot of things...but no time... arhz.... feel that watever i wish 4 will come true... feel....feel....y not think.... stupid me...stupid... y...Y i feel that my mind is sleeping while myself is awake....active... YYYYYYYYY...tell me... stress...mayb...too much worries...mayb... mayb... is not an answer....i wan an answer....help me... or i will break down soon...collapse...n paralysed.... n y muz i spend SO much money juz bcoz i feel like it n not think abt it.... abt wat happen if i spend too much... y muz i keep askin my mum to change my phone....y... again feel....i dun wan too much power on FEEL ....i wan to THINK... but God give me so much feel to think.... sth amiss i can feel... i can realli do so if u believe... u may thing tt it is weird n disgusting... but it is all true... can u believe that ur dreams will come true after A year or A FEW months or even days??? i can....true... so i so pray tt some of the dreams may not come true bcoz it is bad dreams.... real bad.... i can think but not tt much... i can think but once i give wat i think.. ppl seem not to understand AT ALL... y...those realli understand me will noe... but i stil cant find anyone hu will spare their time to find out wat i mayb feelin or thinking....no... not even my family... they keep saein u understand someone inner not outter(chinese) but they dun understand me at all onli c the cover always... arhz.....can someone plz nderstand me...so tt watever isae u will listen understand n give the right opinion... i doesnt wan to sae anything else... juz telling u all that i m not wat i look outside...solid....or never will cry... but plz....think...dun b like me feel... n is realli correct sth... stop here...doesnt wan to sae anymore ar...haix... bye....good evening to all of u....5.50p.m |
