30/3/2006(thrusday)
sorry 4 the past few days....been busy with all my school things...
i will give a quick wrap up...

been practicing 4 my performance today n 2mr...
not veri happy....
cut my hair....
ya...get to todae stuffs....
performing in front of my SCHOOLMATES...
it is gross i tell u...
make mistakes...
n coz of tt stay back n do more practices...
not i alone...whole choir...
have cough...but not tt serious...
n to join the past few posts together which i keep mentioning...
...frenz...been the same...
no respond...think tt i am transparent....
cant even help me...
so b fren with them 4 wat?
care their own bussiness...
FRIENDS care 4 each other no matter how busy they are...
tis is wat i think a real friends count...
but there is none...still...
my old school friends cant b my best fren anymore...
not bcoz i hate them...
is tt they are my MEMORABLE BEST FRIENDS...
i cant believe my friends dont even help ppl to carry things...
like take pink will kills...
or help to take UNTIL the classroom also will cost their life...
4 awhile onli wat...
not 4ever...so y cant they help...
u dont mistaken it 4 PEER PREASURES........
well it is not...
it is like they are not the friends u WANT to b 4ever....
i can b trusted...realli...i can b a true give-in-all-i-can-help girl...
but they cant...
they already show their fox`s tail...
bad...n a boy...always picks on me....
i dont even do ANYTHING to disturb him...
mayb he juz dont like the sight of me...
never sae me will die...
LIKE I CARE...AS IF I LIKE HIS PRESENT TOO....
the sight of him make me wan to scold...FxxK...
keep cool....i think...my motto....keep cool everything will b all right...i think....
so i do keep MY cool...somehow...
juz dont care...not happy...dont smile...
like i not tok to much ppl(my old friends)noe tt i may b feeling sad...
but wat mayb my new friends...
u may thing tt they juz noe me 4 3 MONTHS....so they didnt noe me...
but u see...the boys...some...not even with me tt often as my girl frens...
noe tt IM SAD...
so wat is wrong...not me...they...
like i sae they care abt themselves ONLI...
dont EVEN BOTHER to noe more abt ur freinds...
they always will stop to check their SMSes so i wait...
but they wont...they juz go...dont even bother u if onli u ask them to...
I HATE IT.......
cant they juz like me...KEEP THE COOL....
dont wan still wait....at least we are friends....
but i think i m the onli wan sacrificing...
to this friendship circle...
they dont...it is on rare occasions...
onli do it when they saw their friends...
i mean they help...
if i could i would prefer to have BOYS as my friends...but tt will b werid...
juz saeing...but they are at least better...they ask..they somehow care....
haix...sae somemore i will b boiling hot...
another motto...let bygones b bygones...
so i have 2 mottos....remember always...
KEEP MY COOL N LET BYGONES B BYGONES.......
ok...i dont wan to sae anymore...or I WILL burst...
SO BYES...
end of post...